Tonight, my heart broke just a little bit. My Landon...my baby....he said something that just about crushed me.
We were finishing up with dinner and as I was cleaning up he said that he had told his friend, Hatim, that I was crazy. {It's true!} I laughed and asked him what Hatim said.
"Well, I told him you were crazy because you liked to give me kisses. He thought it was pretty funny."
I asked him what was so crazy about that! And then I said, "You're not too old to have your mom kiss you are you?"
This is where my heart broke....
"Uh, yeah."
I'm serious...I think I could actually hear it breaking. I tried really hard to keep my tears back. I know he's getting older. I know kisses are gross when boys are older...but not from the momma! Right? Sigh.
I begged him {literally} to allow me to still kiss him goodnight.
"Well....maybe once a week."
Just once? Really? That's it?
"Ok then!" {he said this like he was totally annoyed with me...completely exasperated} "You can kiss me goodnight three times a week."
Still NOT good enough. I'm his mother. It's not like I'm giving him super slobbery kisses. In fact, it's just a kiss on the cheek we're talking about here! You'd think I was asking him to do something horrible! :0)
I told him I was kissing him goodnight EVERY night whether he liked it or not.
And then I proceeded to grab him and give him a big fat slobbery kiss on his cheek to let him know that I could still pin him down to do it if I had to.
Because I love him.